Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Get In The Car
Going for a walk like I always do on the weekends after a long work week, I was about to get in my car and then he honks for me and keeps honking his horn to get my attention but I was worried but the more I ignored he would keep honking that horn, so I went over to see what was going on. I walked over and it was him, nobody knows who he is but it's him and once you see him you got to listen. He looked and said "get into the car" so I got in I have heard stories about him and what he does I was so scared, but when I got a good look at him everything went black
Patience 
I wanna, I gotta, I have 
to have it now, people always
question themselves like why won't things 
happen so immediately like it happened
for others, when it comes to life you have 
to be patient it may not come when you want 
it but it's right there calling for you, just wait 
and carry on it will come eventually
College life
For 4 years I have to deal with
crazy parties that would have me
falling on the floor, talking to boys and getting them to like me, telling my roommate to keep it 
down because I'm trying to study, trying
my best to impress teachers when it comes
to doing there homework right, dealing with finals was stressful but after all that I get my 

crown and my gown as people stand and clap for me with tears running down my face...I MADE IT! 
Reflection 
As I look into the mirror
I see my beauty from inside
and out my reflection as it
reveals everything my eyes 
as they sparkle with strength,
my face as it shines with confidence 

and a hard stare at myself that saids I love you

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

The Family I Never Knew
     My mother died when I was 16 years old and I had to go leave with my dad I hardly knew him he was very absence in my life and now I have to live with him, "ugh" I say looking in complete disgust. So I pulled up to the house of course he's has a good success life nice house, car, and new family I really don't feel like being here. I was greeted with hellos but never responded back spent all day in my room didn't wanna be bothered with nobody, just mostly came down for dinner and just went back in my room. Rebecca aka step mother would try to work things out with me but I wasn't hearing it, so I just sat. I just felt hurt,angry and confused I just wanted to die I mean first my mom now this my heart can't take it, so I just took a bath and never woke up
My Dog
He barks hello and
wiggles his tail of excitement
ain't no better friend like a dog
makes you happy though sad
times and tries to protect you
from strangers, fight or die for you
yeah that's what my dog do
Jesus
He lived, He healed
and sacrifice his life
for us, so we can be who
we are today, I praise you lord
for all the miracles and strength
you have given me, even though
things don't go the way they should
you give me the faith that one day
it will all turn around